OMG!!!

Another 3 months and im going to be another year older... *sob!!

weird thing is, i dont feel "christmas-y" at this countdown... maybe people are getting too miserable when they're getting older. hmm... maybe its because as i become more responsible or mature the wilder i become. i dont know... i just want to have my time of my life before i graduate (which i also wish to be soon).

im not really looking forward into working full time. maybe its all those bad experiences i get. but still what else im going to do after i stepped into the real world. truth be told, im not really ready for it. i dont have enough on my bank account to support anything i want. maybe its good enough to start with something rather than nothing.

ARG!!!

Its the "-ber" season! and i dont hear any jingle-white-kissing-santa caroling. i think even Jose Mari Chan isnt singing this season on the radio. WTF?! i really miss the cold breeze during this season morning, the late sunrise, and the cold stuffy nose i have whenever my allergies gone haywire. but all im experiencing now is a early red sunrise(which really confuses me coz, sunsets have a red sun), a hot humid afternoon, and my itchy eyes coz my allergies attacked it rather than my nose.

-i think this would be the miserable christmas im going to have. anywayz, i hope you guys have a better holiday than me...